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i want to leave [Saturday, September 2nd, 2006 @ 11:33am] im going through one of those times in my life again. where i seem to go through my lowest of lows and when im at my worst, the people that could atleast help make things a little better dont seem to be around. im getting sick and tired of this bull shit. i need new friends. ones that are atually worth a damn. but i doubt anyone will actually pay enough attention to this to take me seriously. seems like the people i want to start new friendships with, or pick up on where we left off years ago, dont want to have anything to to with me either. looks like its time to move some place better or just give up on people and go through the rest of whats left to come all by myself. thanks everyone. i appreciate you're help. haha. what a joke. fuck baton rougeians. Through the Corpses.

fuck ye. [Tuesday, August 8th, 2006 @ 6:44pm] i got accepted to south eastern! go me! Through the Corpses.

[Tuesday, July 4th, 2006 @ 12:15pm] [ mood | stressed ] so my summer hasnt really been going as planned. i got a new car (01 jetta, wolfsburg edition) i got a job working for marine power (building inboard boat motors) i have yet to go to memphis (that sucks because i need to be there) up until recently lindsey has been with me for the majority of the summer, but i fucked that up and i guess now theres nothing i can do about it (good bye) the pressures of getting into college are no longer on my mind. all im worried about now is how im goin gto make it on my own. in conclusion: my life = shit/ stress Through the Corpses.

yea, it sucks [Monday, March 27th, 2006 @ 2:10pm] [ music | The One Armed Boxer Vs The Flying Guillotine ] i'll keep this brief. i quit my job, blew the engine in my car, don't have money to get a new one, so i'm screwed. i have to come up with $900 to pay a fine for possession of mary jane and my year of probation starts right at the beginning of summer; but atleast i'll still have 4/20. on the brighter side of things, im almost done testing for my GED and im taking the ACT again this summer so i can be in college by the fall. This summer should be full of work, sobriety, Lindsey and Memphis. 5 Tuxedos Through the Corpses.

ho ho ho [Sunday, December 25th, 2005 @ 12:34pm] [ mood | chipper ] [ music | Blink 182- Man Overboard ] i hardly ever update, but i figured i might as well seeing as how im bored n all. so my birthday was Friday. I'm 18 now. no more asking other people to buy my tobacco or worrying about gettin carded. not to mention, ill be spending load of time at hearts now. i got lots of neat things. i.e. cellular device (feel free to holla holla holla 274-5123), 30GB ipod, schtuff fo my rizide. today is x-mas. i woke up late, ate lots of food and got even more presents. ill be living at the mall and McD's for free for a week or so. the only downside to these holidays is lindsey leaving for Tennessee the day before my birthday. shes gonna be back soon, i hope. 3 Tuxedos Through the Corpses.

memphitopia [Wednesday, November 9th, 2005 @ 9:51pm] [ mood | high ] [ music | ETID- Bored Stiff ] so i went to memphis a couple of weeks ago. it was so amazing. i got to see ryan and hunter, of whom i hadnt seen in forever. we got super loaded until the wee hours of the morning. just like the old days. i had an amazing and unexpected welcome when we arrived at the complex to see ETID. there was basically a 8 man/WOman dogpile on me right in the entrance. would have to say i missed gettin loaded and eating at krystals. to top the weekend off, we ran up a 51 dollar tab at IHOP and walked out without paying a cent. not much else has been happening. i love ponies. FYI. i dont like colliflower. in other news, im either going to houston or my grandparents for turkey day. last weekend i had an amazing time doing drugs with some friends and watching a couple of movies. cant say i payed too much attn. to the movie. i got expelled from d-town so now i am in the process of getting my GED. BRCC better be ready for me in january. fuck high school, i get to start college a semester early. 311 is in a few weeks. im going to Georgia to see the rocket summer in november. THE END 5 Tuxedos Through the Corpses.

um yea. so i havent updated in a while. [Sunday, July 24th, 2005 @ 1:31pm] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | nights like these- bobbys cute birthday party ] ok so its been forever since ive updated. typical shit. i let myspace take over all my LJ time. ok so yea. a brief summary of my summer. moved back to baton rouge expecting to reunite with my best friend/ girlfriend. got my ass beat and sent to the hospital. been lead on. done lots of drugs since those incedents. cant control myself anymore. i need stability and a significant other. not to be "emo" or anything, but this being alone thing sucks pretty bad. 3 Tuxedos Through the Corpses.

ive been waiting all this time to be something i cant define [Tuesday, April 26th, 2005 @ 5:34am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | The Format ] so i dont really like to update... i like to fill out all this bullshit though. your comments are appreciated What is your name? Eric Are you named after anyone? nope What's your screename? chokemyvoice and/or killmesoftly1220 Would you name a child of yours after you? Never If you could switch names with a friend who would it be? i like my name just fine Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly? nope Basics Your gender: male Straight/Gay/Bi: straight Birthdate: 12-23-87 Your age: 17 Age you wish you were: 18 Your height: 5'12 Eye color: blue Happy with it? yes sir Hair color: Blonde Happy with it? sometimes Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: southpaw nurka Your living arrangement: mom, dad, brother Have any pets? yes Piercings? 3. 1/2" gauges and lip ring Tattoos? none as of yet Obsessions? bass, cars, music Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it Do you have any secrets? not that i can remember Do you hate yourself? nah Do you like your handwriting? not at all Do you have any bad habits? depends on who you ask What is the compliment you get from most people? i dont really get compliments If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? Shit boy! You move way too god damned much! Can you sing? hells no Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? sometimes i wish i were tinkerbell. but other than that..no If you were another person, would you be friends with you? yeah i think so Are you a daredevil? unless im on a bike or behind the wheel of a car, no. Do you have a journal? LJ If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? my face (ugly face ass nigga) Do you think you are emotionally strong? not in the least Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? cant remember What do you like the most about your body? torso And least? legs Do you think you are good looking? not at all Are you confident? depends on the situation Do You... Smoke? yes Do drugs? yes Read the newspaper? classifieds Pray? fuck that Go to church? Hell no Talk to strangers who IM you? sometimes Sleep with stuffed animals? nope Take walks in the rain? rain sucks Talk to people even though you hate them? very seldom Would or Have You Ever? Liked your voice? no Been out of the country? no Done drugs? yes Gone skinny dipping? hell no Had a medical emergency? i fractured my pelvis when i was a kid Had surgery? nope Ran away from home? only for a little while Played strip poker? um no Been picked on? yeah Been on stage? yeah Slept outdoors? been camping Thought about suicide? no Pulled an all nighter? all the time Gone one day without food? gone several days without food Talked on the phone all night? i know how to hold a conversation Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex? yes Slept all day? i do that everyday Killed someone? i would like to Made out with a stranger? nope Had sex with a stranger? nope Kissed the same sex? nope Had a dream that came true? i wish Broken the law? everyday Met a famous person? im pretty sure i have Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? dont we all Stolen anything? once again, everyday Been on radio/tv? im sure i have Been in a mosh-pit? what do you think? i live in M-Town Had a nervous breakdown? um yeah Bungee jumped? i want to Had a dream that kept coming back? yeah, don't remember it though Beliefs Belive in life on other planets? yes indeed Miracles? not hardly Magic? in a way God? still debating that one Satan? i aint ascared of satan, but i tell you one thing. satan better be ascared of me. Santa? no Ghosts? FUCK YES Luck? sometimes Love at first sight? no comment Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)? nope Easter bunny? no Believe its possible to remain faithful forever? YES YES YES YES FUCK MOTHER FUCK FUCKING YES GOD DAMMIT Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow? nah Do you wish on stars? only the shooting kind Deep Theological Questions Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? no, there is a higher power. who is to say what IT is though. Where do you think we go when we die? in the ground Friends Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? yes, Who's the one person that knows most about you? Lindsey Last person you talked to online? Jeff Who do you talk to most online? Lindsey Who are you on the phone with most? Lindsey Who do you trust most? myself Who listens to your problems? Lindsey, in most cases Who's on your shit-list? Michael Williams, Jeremy Penix, Josh Wheat Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend? only the ones with penises Do you always feel understood? only when i talk to certain people Do you trust others easily? all too often Who's house were you last at? Hunters Do your friends know you? yes Friend that lives farthest away: most of my friends like 450 miles away Love and All That Do you consider love a mistake? not if its real Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them ? yeah Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? idk What's the last present someone gave you? lindsey gave me a book on how to get a guy..... Do you like someone? im dating her Do you consider that person hot?no, she is beautiful Are you dating someone? yup Who Was the Last Person... That haunted you? um no one That you laughed at? hunter That laughed at you? hunter You went shopping with? hunter That broke your heart? Lindsey To disappoint you? Lindsey To ask you out? nobody To make you cry? Lindsey To brighten up your day? M-Town negras That you thought about? Lindsey You saw a movie with? Jeff and Paul... SIN CITY FUCKING OWNS You talked to on the phone? David You talked to through IM/ICQ? Jeff You saw? hunter Right This Moment... What are you wearing right now? black t shirt and khaki pants Body part you're touching right now:penis What are you worried about right now? money What book are you reading? gateway bullshit What's on your mousepad? roadrunner Are you bored? yea Are you tired? wide awake Are you talking to anyone online? NO Are you talking to anyone on the phone? no, they are in school Are you listening to music? Blood Brothers 5 Tuxedos Through the Corpses.

holy shit! im bored [Wednesday, April 6th, 2005 @ 1:48pm] [ mood | disappointed ] [ music | emery ] im bored. i dont go to school. i have nothing better to do with my time. 1) name: Eric 2) Nicknames; Eric Ray, Stonie 3) Age: 17 4) Sex: Male 5) Single Or Taken: Taken. 6) Grade: n/a 7) Current location: M- Town 8) Date of Birth: December 23, 1987 9) Astrological Sign: Capricorn 10) Place of Birth: Columbus, GA 11) Where Do You Live: Memphis, TN 12) Who Do You Live With: Brother, Mother, Dad 13) Parents' Names: Gary, Karen 14) Siblings' Names: Kaleb 15) What Elementary School Did You Go To: Smiths Station, Daphne, and Lanier Middle 16) What High School Do You Go To: did* Dutchtown and Bolton SKIN DEEP: 19)Eye Color: The bluest of the blue 20)Hair Color: Blonde 21)Height: 5'12 22)Glasses Or Contacts: neither 23)Piercings (if none, would you?): 1/2 inch gauges, lip, nose 24)Tattoos (if none, would you?): planning on it 25)Shoe Size: 12 LAST: 26)Thing Youve Eaten: Schlotzskys 27)Person You've Called: Lindsey Anne 28) person that's Called You: Lindsey Anne 29)Person You've IM-ed: Derik 31)Movie You Saw In the Theater, and With Who: Sin City with Jeff and Paul 32)Movie You Rented: Requiem of a Dream 33)TV Show You've Watched: d'Fused 34)Thing You Did With You're Family: Sat in the Living room with them 35)Thing You Did With You're Friends: They skipped, came over, got stoned, TMNT marathon 36)Thing You Wrote: my name 37)Thing You've Bought: Melee, Everyday Behavior 38)Time You Cried: last week? 39)Time You Laughed: This Morning 40)Time You Fell: havent done that in a while 42)Time You Showered: who knows 43)Person You've Shared A Drink With: me. all my friends have mono 44)Place You Slept Over At: Ruben's 45)Time You've Seen Snow: My birthday :) 46)Time You've Seen Hail: Yesterday 47)Last Song You’ve Listened To: Walls- Emery 48)Song You've Had Stuck In Your Head: "You put the lime in the coke..." 49)Song You've Downloaded: Circa Survive (band) 51)Time You've Fought With Someone: Yesterday 52)Person You've Kissed: Lindsey Anne 53)Person You've Hugged: Lauren OPPOSITE SEX: 55)What Do You Notice First: Eyes. 56)Turn Ons: Good taste in music, honesty, not ugly 57)Turn Offs: liars 58)Eye color: green or blue 59)Ideal Hair Color: blonde 60)Ideal Height: shorter than me 61)Ideal Hobbies For Them To Have: shows, being with me, smoking weed, smoking weed, smoking weed 62)Ideal Sports For Them To Play: rolling joints/ blunts, packing bowls 63)Ideal Personality Traits: happy HAVE YOU EVER? 64)Fallen In Love: yes 65)Gone on A Date: yes 66)Made Out With Someone: yep 67)Gotten Drunk: tooo drunk 68)Done Drugs: i dont do drugs. i smoke weed. 70)Gone To A Party: saturday... lil davey smokes again!!! 71)Been Completely Intoxicated: too many times 72)Woken Up With A Hangover: never 73)Wanted Someone You Couldn't Have: sure 74)Wished on A Shooting Star: couple times 76)Cheated On A Test: i can cheat like nobodys buisness 77)Cried After Watching A Commercial: no 78)Purposely Set Something On Fire: Yeah 79)been Heart Broken: seems to be the trend with me 80)Broke Someone Else's Heart: not that i know of. 81)Had A Job: Schlotzskys Deli... we spit in your food right. 82)Cooked A Full Meal For Guests: every GEE DAY day. 83)laughed and you couldn't stop!: few times 85)Watched The Sunrise: yes 86)Watched The Sunset: yep 87)Been To An Exotic Place: no 88)Been Swept Away By A Current: once. gulf shores. lots of jelly fish. it hurt. 89)Been On A Freefall Ride: hells yea 90)Made The Wrong Decision On Purpose: only to piss off my dad. 91)Stolen Something: all the time 92)Broken Something Out Of Anger Or Sadness: hahahahahahaha. me?! nooo! NEVER! yea, right. 93)Hurt Yourself Out Of Anger Or Sadness: only from hitting things/ people 94)Pinched Yourself To See If You Were Dreaming: nah 95)Cussed Someone Out: im good at making people feel dumb/ worthless 96)Bungee-Jumped: i wish 97)Broke the Law: everyday 98)Been Arrested: haha... yea 99)Made Yourself Throw Up: only when im too drunk 100)Kept A Secret From Everyone: mhm 101)Had an Imaginary Friend: nope 103)Pictured Your Crush Naked: i dont have to picture my crush naked... she knows what im talking about. ;) 104)Fallen For Your Best Friend: yes, yes, yes, yes 105)Been Rejected: yes 106)Rejected Someone: so bad that shes on anti depressants 107)Used Someone: im good at that 108)Been Cheated On: unfortunatly 109)Regretted Doing Something: not really 110)Regretted Not Doing Something: yep DO: 111)You Have a BF/GF?: yep 112)You Have a Crush on Someone: only the g/f 113)You Think About Suicide: i think about how stupid it is )You Believe in Online Dating: online, no. long distance. yes 116)You Find You Attractive: not at all 117)You Drink: yes 118)You Do Drugs: yes 119)You Smoke: yes 121)You Like Roller Coasters: no. i LOVE roller coasters 122)You Wait Online All Day For One Person: all too much. 123)Save AIM/MSN Conversations: yes 124)Wish You Were A Member Of The Opposite Sex: no WHAT / WHERE / WHO: 128)Kind of Shampoo Do You Use: Tresemme 129)Soap Do You Use: dial 130)Are You Most Scared of: ghosts 132)Do You Want To Get Married: in due time 133)Do You Want To Live: sure do 134)Makes You Laugh the Most: Hunter Harper 136)Makes You Smile: Lindsey Anne 137 )Gives You A Funny (good or bad) Feeling When You See Them: Lindsey. 138 )Easiest to Talk too: Lindsey Anne. THIS OR THAT : 153) Me or You: You 154) Cold or Hot: Hot 55) Pool or Hot Tub: both 156) Shower or Bath: shower 159) Water or Tea: tea 160) Fruit or Vegetables: Fruit 161) TV or Movie: movie 162) Radio or CD: CD 163) Phone or IM: phone 164) Cookies or Cake: both 165) Food or Drink: Food 166) Baseball or Soccer: what can i say? im an all-star at both :) 167) Football or Basketball: neither 168) Tennis or Badminton: Tennis 169) School or Work: Work 170) Cash or Check: check. i spend cash too fast 171) Blonde or Brunette: blonde 172) Hug or Kiss: kiss 173) Ocean or Lake or Pool: pool 176) Summer or Winter: Summer 177) Spring or Fall: Spring 178) Day or Night: Night 179) Sunrise or Sunset: Sunset 180) Math or Science: math 181) English or History: history 182) Music or Art: both... once again. great at both. who knew?! 184) Dr. Pepper or Root Beer: jones soda 185) 7UP or Sprite: jones soda 186) Smoothie or Juice: depends 187) Cursive or Print: cursive 188) Lace or Satin: naked... 189) Flowers or Candy: candy 190) Scruff or Clean Shaven: i dont like to shave, but i like the smoothness FOR OR AGAINST: 193) Using Someone: Against 194) Suicide: against 195) Killing People: if they deserve it, i have no problem killing people 196) Smoking: against, if you never have or dont. and if you already do, it doesnt matter what i say. 197) Doing Drugs: i smoke rocks 198) Premarital Sex: only with someone you love. and if you're not in a relationship. 199) Driving Drunk: against NUMBER... 201) Of Times You've Had Your Heart Broken: twice 202) Of Hearts You've Broken: none 203) Of Scars On Your Body: tooo many 204) of times you have fallen inlove: 2 YOU ..: 206) Want: a normal reltionship with the same person 207) Wish: my zippo would work 208) Love: Lindsey, friends, bass, art, music 209) Miss: not knowing what it feels like to be broken 210) Fear: ghosts 212) Hear: emery 213) Wonder: how much can i make off of this sack? RIGHT NOW ...: 214) Wearing: work clothes. NBs white- t, khaki pants 215) Eating: rolos 216) Drinking: root beer 217) Thinking About: i have to pee 4 Tuxedos Through the Corpses.

The teeth and lungs [Monday, December 20th, 2004 @ 10:58am] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Underoath- The Impact of Reason ] so its been absolutely forever since i have even paid attention to or rememberd that i've even had this thing. the girlfriend and i are still doing great and making the long distance thing work to the best of our abilities. i love her dearly. ive been hanging out with the usual group of homos lately. we always find a way to have fun. ex: sing-a-longs and pizza/ orange fights. im scene as shit...j/k. oh yea you know it. i got my 1/2 inch gauges accented by the nice shiny lip ring. im scene as shit now gimme my fuckin scene points. not alot has been going on worth me putting it in here. BUT i am going to see the early november in february. along with hopes fall, head automatica and hawthorne heights. should be fun. i am deathly excited. ill be back in the 225 soon enough. dont you bitches worry. suckin D! GDGDGD! eat a dizzick! 5 Tuxedos Through the Corpses.

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